I can’t really sleep, almost 2am and I’m still up. I love her with all my heart, which is why my heart is slowly crumbling without her. I tried to be the guy who she could be with and love consistently, nothing makes my life more complete than knowing that I put the smile on her face, and right now i’m not doing that and things have to change.
Today my head is screwed, I’m completely confused and i’m not sure what to do. I can’t really sleep properly, my dreams are just haunted by her. Sometimes the one you need the most isn’t there for you, what can you do?
Death Valley is a brilliant tv show, introduced to me by my godbrother. Where a town in California gets invaded by zombies, vampires and werewolves. The UTF (undead task force) must act as police against the threat, but they aren’t the brightest and most civil bunch. I highly recommend this tv show to all!
Went out to watch Chronicle at Westfield London with my friend Kevin. The movie has some spectacular effects and is about 3 high school kids, who uncover a strange object which grants them powers which spiral out of control. Go and watch it if you can :) My 2nd day without her, lots of ups and downs. Things are very difficult for me, because I’ve known her for so long, my mind associates almost everything to her. I just hope this doesn’t go on too long, this feeling of emptiness is really getting to me.
Shout out to my favourite surfer Jack Freestone, for inspiring me to take up surfing after learning to snowboard and skateboard :)
Just a nice and fairly unknown song for people to enjoy, hope this brings joy and happiness to your day. Peace and love to you all <3 (reclick the video and watch it on youtube, sorry!)
The reason as to why I have set up this Tumblr is thanks to my friend Pliv. Life has been rough recently and the story goes years back, I’ve been in love with a girl who is the most important person in my life, words cannot express how much she means to me. Recently she has decided not to speak to me for a week, it pains me that whilst she is facing complications in her life, I can’t be the one to support her.
‘Where there is no love, pour love in, and you will draw love out.’
- St. John of the Cross